Yeah I know we’ve all been there, and it will all pass eventually, but I still feel the need to vent about my recent heartbreak, and how I will live through this. Especially that last part, cause right now I feel like insanity is taking over and I’m about to throw myself into a ball and never stand up again. Not good. And I can only imagine my friends getting a bit tired already about my constant, endless cries of ‘but whyyyyyyy, whyyyyyyy… ‘*insert lots of whining*. Man, even my cats start to hate my hysterical behaviour, or at least it seems so by the way they are completely avoiding me lately. So it is for the best I start writing in a place where nobody knows me, and nobody cares. Or do care, that would be great too. Cause like I said, you all know what I’m talking about.
So last couple of days in short. No problems at all, well at least I wasn’t aware. Then an email (yeah, classy, I know), then 3 days of not eating, crying, no sleep, mad cats cause I forgot to feed them, endless phonecalls to friends and family, lots of cigs (I quit 5 months ago damnit!) and wine. Oh and more crying ofcourse. I suddenly forgot everything I learned in yoga and meditation classes, being mindfull, b-r-e-a-t-h-e and such. Just your typical hysterical mess. And that should change. So I decided to start this.
Feel welcome to read, whine and share. But do NOT CALL THE EX!!