Took the whole 5M this morning, and I don’t feel so hot. Well actually I do, hot flashes again, foggy head, no focus or concentration and nauseous. Thoughts and worries are racing through my mind and I can’t seem to stop them. Typing this is hard cause my hands are shaking. And I’m supposed to cook dinner for Christmas Eve, oh the joy. Hanging in there though, it’s for a good cause.